Life for today!

My way to gain more positive results 🤞🏾❤️

Well guys. I've been working on me and things I need to improve on. Self-confidence is my first mission and lifting my self-esteem. So I started doing little things to help me, as I said before working out eating healthy and clearing all the stress achy on my face. Its actually working I wear make-up more often to feel like the old girlie me. Who I hang out with plays a big part in confidence as well. Negativity isn't something I like to be around. I also read my bible for spiritual uplifting. I've distance myself a lot and pulled myself away from a lot of things. I've realized I've got to do better. How my life was, was not acceptable. I guess its life. When you see you’ve reach a place you never wanted to be, you must stop and reevaluate things and figure out what exactly you're doing wrong. It might not even be you, it might be the company you keep. In my New York life today, my life is way more relaxed and happy. Me living in Columbia all my life, I guess I've had enough experiences to last me a life time. I'm more laid back, more reserved and I observe everything. I'm not dating at the moment so love is out of the picture for right now. I'm actually celibate and prefer to wait. I haven't been so lucky in the love department. To me this is God telling me something. If hes talking I'm going to listen. Some people may say "you’re only 23” or “she aint celibate" or "you to young, you haven't experienced things", and some might be proud of me for being smart enough to make this decision. I just know now isn't my time and I'm intelligent enough to realize until someone really loves me unconditionally and fully with a full commitment I don't need to be doing anything but working on myself and praying. Its time to give God my full attention and work with him to reach is vision he has for me. Who am I to argue with this man. I just do as I’m told. Some people may say its boring or im boring, I swear im not I just have something a lot of girls don't have which are morals and values. I believe in morals, I have values and I value myself a lot. Its kind of feels good to be alone or not have anyone. I can finally think. I have projects im starting so you guys can get a visual of my life and my activities. Just relax and enjoy this journey I'm taking you on. 

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