Relationships&&Love

Normally I’ll have a whole lot to say when it comes to love and relationships. I’m not discouraged nor do I disbelieve that love still exist. Patience and prayer helps a lot in that department. With the situations I’ve been in, I can say I’ve lost interest in love. To think about a relationship right now I cry. I have some doubts and I’m afraid. Somedays I just shut down and my attitude shows weakness. Day by day I take my time to love myself first and listen to God and what he really wants from me. I want people to view love the way I once did, and feel the feeling I once had. Love brought so much light to my world and made me believe in every dream I had. Most people don’t understand that love is what brings things to life and warms the heart. It keeps you going each day and keeps the faith running through your veins. The more love you have in your heart the more Opportunities you have to let God in. He is love and with his love he created you. Love is so powerful and meaningful and so many people take that word for granted, especially saying it and not really meaning it. I can’t lie, I’m a little discouraged and you may can tell by the way I write. Not for long. You see picking yourself up and moving on is the hardest thing you have to do after being broken. Doesn’t mean it can’t happen. You have to live for you and begin to love again. Even if it’s just you, you’re focused on loving you, do it. Find hobbies that you love and fully focus on that. Give God praise and focus on the love and blessing he has in stored for you. Live to your expectations and love til love runs out, love never runs out. I didn’t want to turn to one of those people. You know that gets hurt and hurt and just gives up. I told y’all I don’t give up. I lost myself but I never gave up on love and the idea of having that peace in my life. People make mistakes but you learn and grow from each one. Mistakes don’t dictate who you are. Learn from them, pray hard, get up, and love again. I can’t give up on the image in my head, and I won’t. I don’t want to be the woman who just ends up by myself and never allowing love to reenter my beautiful space. I want to encourage everyone to have faith, push hard, and never give up or give in to that depressing feeling in your heart that blocks the love to flow. Anything you love, career, life, girlfriend, boyfriend, job. Don’t give up everyone. Get what’s yours keep what’s yours and love it! Unfolds 🤞🏾❤️