The life.

Happiness lives in you. It’s a great feeling to actually find your happiness and having the opportunity to have self love again. I’ve been going to a therapist lately and it’s helping me out so much. I know I’m a stubborn individual and I can be difficult, but only when pushed. I react negatively to things that bother or push me. I had to learn to take the stubbornness away and let in forgiveness and love again. Become that once sweet girl I was before. I gave a few words of advice to few people. The life you live you can only live it once but live it the right way and the most honest way you can live it. People mistake YOLO (you only live once) and use it to the advantage instead of really looking deep into the meaning. As young adults we tend to make messed up decisions and love to say I only live once. I’ve never lived by that rule, I think of my future every chance I get. Every decision I make today takes a huge toll on my future or my tomorrow. I think before I move. I think before I make a decision that might effect me in a major way. You go out doing reckless things you’ll forever have a reckless future with no ending to the recklessness. It’s life but you have to use your brain and common sense. For some people as my mother would say “common sense isn’t so common”, but you still have to think. Yes we are young but the future depends on us and every decision we make in our adult life. Ive made dumb decision and mistakes but I do learn from them and I never make the same mistake twice. Well I try not to. I work on controlling my thoughts now and controlling my words I speak to people. I have a tendency to say things I don’t mean in the heat of frustration and pain. That’s never a way to handle anything. My therapist says when people frustrate me try calming myself and if it doesn’t work just leave it alone and walk away. No one is ever worth your good energy. You ever notice it takes more energy to be upset and angry then it takes to be mature and happy. Giving energy to people who don’t deserve it takes a lot out of you. With time we learn these things and learn that sometimes you have to be the bigger person and use your energy for the right things and never on ignorant people. I’m only 23 I have more lessons to learn and more time to learn them but it’s start with now. Me trying to change myself and my energy and keeping my energy positive at all times. I stay away from things that tigger my emotions in a negative way. It’s hard sometimes because you can’t control how people are or the energy they bring. You can control you being around them and how much of the energy you take from them. I learning more about my spiritual third eye and being able to see and feel things before it comes into my life. In other words notice the bullshit when the bullshit approaches. Praying the negativity stays away helps me. The devil stays busy but my God works faster and harder and always has my back in any situation satan tries to throw my way. Help yourself stay positive and help yourself be the amazing person God has called you to be. Listen to him calling for you and watch all the blessings that come with his call. Everyone have a happy holidays 😘 Unfolds 🦄🤞🏽💜