Move on! Let it go.

Note to self: it’s takes more muscles to frown then it takes to smile. Be happy less stress 

I find myself stressing over everything and anything and it’s becomes a major distraction. When I promised myself no stress this year I meant that. Every word of it. Like I just feel like if you aren’t trying to help me be a better person or even trying to be there to watch me grow then it’s no need for you in my life. We are all grown adults. I hate having my feelings played over and you try talking to someone and they literally try to play you like you’re dumb every time. Sometimes I just feel like I wanna break down and just give up. On everything. That’s when the positive voice comes and give me courage to do better and be better. My temper is short, especially for people who play over my intelligence as if I’m some illiterate dumb ass who don’t comprehend anything in life but being goofy. Mama and daddy didn’t raise no fool what’s so ever. I might have a good heart and I come off as too nice but that’s only because I feel I’m supposed to love and care and be there for people. Everyone let’s me down, everyone disappoints me all the time. My only thing is I don’t let myself down. I’m my only dependent, when it comes to everything. I have no idea why but it happens. I can be so forgiving but being forgiving puts you in fucked up situations and that is something I’m trying to stay away from. Being put in situations I don’t belong in, that depresses me, that hurts me. I will not. Anyone can try to say what they want about me but all I know is I did my part with every friendship in my path or given to me. At the end of the day all I ask for is peace and for me to actually be happy and STAY that way. Today was a vent day. I’m just tired of being looked at as a toy, I start playing the same games now I’m the bad person and honestly now I can say I don’t give a fuck period. Sign a hurt and want to be left alone girl. -unfold ✨🦄💜🤞🏽