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I haven’t had the words lately or the time to express myself or be real with you gives lately. This is just a written thought for everyone to read. I’ve been busy. Busy living life and push myself. Motivating myself and lately having others around me that motivate me as well. I thank God for those who are around. Uplifting others and uplifting yourself is very complicated. Never mix the two. You, yourself as one should always be motivated and uplifting. Meaning, giving motivation should never be tiring or a down fall. It’s always a plus to your personality because people look at you for that. You naturally give that love and uplifting comfort to those who may need it: Here’s my problem, I started letting that be a down fall to me and bring me down. I had no love to give myself and no motivation to uplift me. I felt like I abandoned myself and my future, not staying focus on what I need for myself. People may say it’s not ok to be selfish but there’s a time in every persons life where being selfish is ok. You have that right to for a moment in life to think about you and what you need in life. Your future. I forgot about that. I use to think of everything and everyone else but myself. It’s crazy when you have a big heart. Now uplifting others and never mixing them. You uplift other for a comfort never a benefit. Benefit to them nor benefit for your own selfish need. You give with a warm heart. Never looking for anything in return. Blessings are always received 10x folded. Giving for a benefit leaves you in a messy situation on both parts. I try always being there for genuine reasons, I’m typically TOO nice to a point people don’t use it for the most genuine reasons. It took me a while to learn to protect myself but I got it. I got it. Now a days you must watch yourself, your energy. Doing beneficial favors leave you being beneficially used and abused. What goes around comes around. When you do things from your heart. I mean anything, love, give. You release positive energy to receive unlimited blessings from God. Your wishes because everything to the universe. Good karma. When you’re going through the changes in life you become more aware of things and more anxious to better yourself. Thinking positive becomes an instinct. Loving other becomes natural. Don’t be the other way around.